Tag Archives: holy days

The Pain Of Jewish Holidays

Posted on April 22, 2011 by Luke Ford

I find Sabbaths and holidays painful. They remind me of what’s missing from my life — connection. During the week, I can distract myself with many endeavors so that I never have to look in the mirror and see my … Continue reading →

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The Predator

Posted on April 4, 2010 by Luke Ford

As I walked the mean streets of Pico-Robertson today, I felt weak, tired and vulnerable. I was exhausted. I didn’t want to talk to anyone. I just wanted to run my errands, to pick up my groceries, and to retreat … Continue reading →

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My Crucifixion & Resurrection

Posted on April 21, 2008 by Luke Ford

Tearing down the temple. Throwing out the money changers. Flipping off the beit din! Justification by faith! Sanctification! The Heavenly Sanctuary! Judging the saints! Look at my erection!  I can’t be more specific. I know you want the goss, but … Continue reading →

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My New Beginning

Posted on April 17, 2008 by Luke Ford

This will be my first porn-free Passover in six years, and only my second porn-free Passover since 1995. I was so far behind with my research in 1996, I was watching hardcore on holy days. For professional reasons purely. I … Continue reading →

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